It's Here

I can't believe it, but Ashley's nanny starts tomorrow. I woke up last night with a terrible case of anxiety. This has gotten here so much faster than I could have imagined. I just can't help but think about the things that I will miss while someone else watches her. All the smiles, the giggles and belly laughs that will go to someone else - it breaks my heart. I can't imagine going all day without kissing those cheeks.

I am trying to be positive. I know that she will have someone's undivided attention all day. She just loves me so much and I hope that doesn't change because she will spend the majority of her day with someone else.

I will post tomorrow night with a picture of Ashley and Claudia and let you know how it all went... I am not back at work until the 21st, but am going into the office on Tuesdays and Thursdays to ease myself into the routine.